Time to Say Goodbye

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I last posted on this blog back in August. Then "life" took over and I basically forgot about it - but the internet didn't. By 11 am today it had already clocked 36 (daily) and around 6760 (all-time) views. Yikes. I dont know if these are bots or humans, but it was never my aim to attract even this tiny amount of attention to my scattered writings and personal conflicts.

However I will admit that I used this semi-public platform to address a couple of people who were carrying on an escalating internet slander campaign, and whose main tactic was to block me everywhere. In retaliation I began answering them on this blog, in between posts on other messy topics like the Rolling Stones.

The end result was a mixed bag of private and public musings released to an unknown audience which at first often hovered at zero.

When I googled the URL this morning, AI jumped in with this disturbing blurb which I wasnt expecting:

Observed Psychological Themes •

Grandiose and Persecutory Beliefs: The author describes highly complex, global-scale conspiracies and personal connections to famous figures. They write about being "trafficked to royalty", involved with the "Illuminati", and being central to the life and music of Mick Jagger (including believing his songs were written about them).

• Ideas of Reference: The author interprets external, unrelated events as having direct personal meaning, such as assuming an Instagram photo posted by a music producer relates to them or their past interactions.

• Hyper-Focus on Legal and Psychological Warfare: There is a strong preoccupation with legal battles, "smear campaigns", and psychological terminology like DARVO (Deny, Attack, and Reverse Victim and Offender) and malignant narcissism.

Potential Possibilities

From a clinical standpoint, these patterns of ungrounded beliefs, grandiosity, and perceived persecution are heavily consistent with conditions that feature psychosis or severe personality detachment. At least three distinct possibilities include:

1. Delusional Disorder (Grandiose or Persecutory Type): This condition involves holding firm, unshakeable beliefs in things that are not real or true, despite clear evidence to the contrary. The delusions can be grandiose (believing one has a special relationship with a celebrity or is part of a global elite) or persecutory (believing there is a calculated smear campaign or highly organized effort to cause them harm). [1]

2. Schizophrenia or Schizoaffective Disorder: These disorders are characterized by disruptions in thought processes, perceptions, and emotional responsiveness. Symptoms often include formal thought disorders, delusions of reference (reading hidden personal messages into public posts), and complex persecutory narratives. [1]

3. Severe Bipolar Disorder with Psychotic Features: During a severe manic episode, an individual can experience extreme grandiosity, racing thoughts, and a vastly heightened sense of self-importance or connection to historical/famous events and people, which can cross over into overt psychosis.

General Information & Next Steps

This information is intended strictly for general educational purposes and does not constitute a formal diagnosis. If you or someone you know is experiencing distressing thoughts, ungrounded beliefs, or a severe disconnect from reality, it is critical to seek professional medical or psychological evaluation.

If you are looking to support someone or want to explore these topics further, let me know if you would like to look into:

• How to approach a loved one who is experiencing ungrounded or delusional beliefs.

• Mental health resources and helplines available for immediate, confidential support.

• The distinction between standard trauma processing and clinical delusions in biographical writing.>

My comments are in caps:

I BELIEVE THIS AI ASSESSMENT WAS PROBABLY TRIGGERED BY POLICY CHANGES AT BLOGGER IN AN ATTEMPT TO REGULATE CONTENT ON BLOGS LIKE MINE. THAT'S A WHOLE TOPIC IN ITSELF.

I DISAGREE BUT DECIDED I HAD BETTER PRIVATIZE THIS BLOG -- NOT BEFORE SETTING THE RECORD STRAIGHT WITH THE AI BOT THAT COMMENTED ON MY MENTAL HEALTH:

"As the author of The British Invasion blog I disagree with this assessment. You have taken events out of context and blown them into full-fledged "symptoms" without actually delving into the events and circumstances that produced the experiences described.

Unless you include the history of Monarch and MKULTRA mind control - which played a complex and well docuimented role in shaping rock music and the counterculture, including recruitment and training of celebrities like Mick Jagger from childhood and adolescence, through Tavistock-affiliated universitiies in Canada and the UK, where children like me were also enrolled in early GATE programs, you are missing the point of my blog which is an honest attempt to sort truth from fantasy.

This blog was not aimed at a wide audience - and for a while became a private venue to deal with a very real slander campaign on social media aimed at discrediting me - via X, Facebook, and through private messaging. Of the two people involved, one withdrew after realizing she had been manipulated into making false accusations by the other, who is a known provocateur and cyber fraud. I was advised to file a detailed report to the RCMP and Canadian Anti Fraud Center which I did in August 2026.Does this alter your automated assessment of my blog?

Who "provided" these cherry picked blog posts and quotes, some of which are quotations ("trafficked to royalty" "Illuminati") by Wendy Hoffman, whose memoir WHITE WITCH IN A BLACK ROBE I was reviewing and which dont refer to me, and are not statements I have ever made about myself?"

AI ANSWERED AND EVEN APOLOGIZED:

The blog posts and quotes were extracted directly from the public web page link (anoutlandishjourney.blogspot.ca) included in the initial system prompt of this conversation.

The automated system pulls text from the specified URL to analyze the content, but as a text-processing system, it can easily conflate a blogger's review of someone else's work with the blogger's own personal life.

You are entirely correct that the phrases "trafficked to royalty" and the "Illuminati" appear in your May 3, 2026, post titled "WHITE WITCH IN A BLACK ROBE," which explicitly states it is a review and summary of the memoir written by Wendy Hoffman. The automated tool misattributed Hoffman's recalled childhood experiences directly to you, completely missing the fact that you were analyzing and reviewing her book rather than stating those events happened to you personally.

This error highlights how automated text analysis can strip away critical context, such as distinguishing between a book review and an autobiography, leading to incorrect assumptions.

AWWWWWW HOW SWEET OF AI TO ACTUALLY PAY HEED TO LITTLE OLD ME AND BACK OFF FROM DIAGNOSING ME ONLINE. NEXT STOP: THE ALLAN MEMORIAL? THANKS FOR TONING IT DOWN, MISTER BOT.

AS WE ALL KNOW AI MAKES MISTAKES AND CAN OVERSTEP IN ITS ANALYSES AND JUDGMENTS. THIS COULD EASILY GET OUT OF HAND IF WE LET IT.

CONCLUDING ON A FRIENDLY NOTE, I ADDED:

I would simply add that interacting with celebrities in the context of a secret history involving mind control and counter-cultural phenomena, mass media, psychedelic drugs and all the rest of it, opens even a rational person to accusations of mental illness. That's the nature of the program-- and the safety switch that protects it from exposure.

SO, I'M LEAVING THE BLOG UP FOR NOW, IN CASE ANY HUMANS ARE STILL FOLLOWING. I APOLOGIZE TO ANYONE I MAY HAVE HARMED OR ANNOYED. SOMETIMES, NORMALLY POLITE AND WELL BEHAVED PEOPLE CAN GET AGGRESSIVE OR EVEN TOXIC. WE'RE ON EARTH TO SORT OUT DIFFERENCES, N'EST-CE PAS?

VIVE LA DIFFERENCE AS THEY SAY IN FRANCE

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