I Get It
I think I get this "love" thing and all the confusion it causes. Andrew Loog Oldham posted a photo today on Instagram, so he's probably still alive somewhere although the photo is of a man walking alone in a beautiful forest on a wooden crosswalk. Soon we will all cross over -- in the meantime I'm grateful to Andrew for what he did at TRU six years ago even though much of it went right over my head. I understand what happened long ago between my family and Mick when I was a little girl, too little to know what was going on around me. Messing up every step of the way. When Mick used to say "I love you just the way you are" I was insulted. He could be so condescending. But then I suppose he had every right to pay me back for rejecting him so many years ago, and finally forgetting I even knew him. We were in a competition and I was the winner of the rejection contest - But then, I was set up to fail, time and again. First by being too small and later too...