The Narcissist

THIS IS A POST-IN-PROGRESS. I MAY ADD TO IT BUT FOR NOW I'M JUST SHARING SOME PIECES OF HISTORY FROM MY TEN-YEAR ACQUAINTANCE WITH ELLEN ATKIN AKA "MKULTRA GIRL" WHOM I MET IN DUNCAN, BC IN MARCH 2014. I STAYED FOR A WEEK AT A YOGA CENTER WHERE SHE CAMPED IN HER SHINY BLACK SUV, AND I SURE WAS GLAD TO LEAVE BECAUSE IT WAS OBVIOUS SHE WAS A SOCIOPATHIC PERSONALITY.

BUT LATER I SECOND GUESSED MYSELF AND INTRODUCED HER TO THE MONTREAL EXPERIMENTS CLASS ACTION LAWSUIT GROUP - A BAD DECISION AS IT TURNED OUT. SHE'S BEEN ON MY CASE EVER SINCE- ALTHOUGH I'M NOT HER ONLY TARGET, BUT SINCE HER SISTER DIED IN A SUSPICIOUS FIRE IN 2023, I BECAME A MAJOR CAUSE OF HER ONGOING RAGE AT THE WORLD.

I FIND IT INTERESTING TO LOOK BACK AT THE EARLY WARNING SIGNS. SHE READ MY BOOK, STOLE THE THEME (MKULTRA CHILD EXPERIMENTS), BUILT A RUDICULOUS ONLINE MARKETING CANPAIGN AROUND A PHOTO SHE FOUND ON THE WEB AND WHEN IT FAILED AFTER GOING VIRAL FOR A YEAR, SHE BLAMED ME FOR SABOTAGING HER BIG CHANCE TO BECOME RICH AND FAMOUS ON THE BACKS OF ABUSED CHILDREN.

I DID WRITE AN ARTICLE EXPOSING HER AS A FRAUD IN 2020 - SHE HAD IT DELETED AFTER IT GOT ONLY ABOUT 1000 VIEWS -- TRUTH HURTS I GUESS. SHE NEVER RECOVERED.

THEN SHE EMBARKED ON A SLANDER CAMPAIGN THAT HAS DONE ME A SERVICE BY REMOVING SEVERAL PEOPLE FROM MY LIFE - THE SORT THAT WOULD BELIEVE THE JUNK ELLEN ATKIN SPEWS ABOUT PEOPLE SHE ENVIES.

SHE ALSO INTRODUCED ME TO THE "MALIGNANT NARCISSIST" TROPE THAT HAS TAKEN OVER THE HUMAN WORLD IN THE AGE OF BOTS.

BUT IT ALL BEGAN IN 2014 WITH AN INTERVIEW WHERE I INNOCENTLY TALKED FOR AN HOUR ABOUT MKULTRA PROGRAMMING ON CHILDREN. A PRETTY IMPORTANT TOPIC WHICH SHE HIJACKED FOR PERSONAL PROFIT.

NOTE TO SELF: SOME PEOPLE JUST ARENT WORTH TALKING TO, OR ABOUT. ALWAYS TRUST YOUR GUT FEELINGS.

ON THE OTHER HAND, IT'S BEEN AN EDUCATION IN THE UGLY SIDE OF SELF-HELP AND THE BLACK HOLE POLITICS OF NARCISSISM.

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Interview with Ellen Atkin (2014)

I think we did this about two years ago, jammed together in Ellen's tiny house at Sun Lotus Yoga Centre, near Duncan on Vancouver Island. We talked about our shared history of having parents who were treated at the Allan Memorial by Dr. Ewen Cameron (of CIA MKULTRA notoriety). Of growing up in the 1950s and 60s under this secret program. Of electroshock machines piled to the ceiling in rooms at McGill. Of Robert Pickton and missing women and 'disposable orphans' and great names in Canadian medicine. Of pedophiles and Nazis and British eugenics, and how this society now embodies and practices mind control in every domain.

Ending with the need for a spiritual perspective.

Topics covered in this interview:

how Ellen and I met over the internet in early 2014 because Ellen's mother was a patient of MKULTRA psychiatrist Dr. Ewen Cameron; Cameron's record in Montreal: 10,000 electroshocked patients a year; a room at McGill filled with old electro-shock machines; Cameron's excellent reputation thanks to media exposure; misdiagnosis of patients who came for treatment for other ailments and ended up depatterned; Ellen's mother's broken life after depatterning and on tranquillizers; what is crazy?; Ann's father was a Cameron patient for 6 weeks in 1962; a high school music teacher who may have become aware of the mind control experiments on children; the project to create Manchurian Candidates using children (Project ARTICHOKE); children as 'blank slates'; children of the military were often used; twins as MK subjects; when you start investigating this subject other survivors gravitate to you; Quebec and the Catholic Church and the surplus of war orphans; less adoptable kids sometimes ended up in experiments at group homes, military bases, hospitals; Canada's reputation as a 'nice' country; Ann's research, Air Force involvement in MKULTRA; marginal "schizophrenics" often turn out to have been in MK experiments; media are heavily controlled and many people working in media are actually survivors of mind control programming; a societal problem; trauma-based mind control and bloodlines; ancient roots of mind control; trauma and special abilities like photographic memories; a non-human culture; sado-masochism and cults; pedophilia and sexual perversion; organized pedophilia and blackmail/control; 3000 missing women in Canada; why did the police let Robert Pickton operate his Pig Farm; snuff films; secretive men's clubs; child trafficking in Canada; systemic and controlled at the highest levels; Pickton and Cameron as fall guys; Canadian 'heroes of medicine' experimented on children who were kept in cages; Wilder Penfield; pedophilia as the Achilles' heel of a corrupt society; Ann's amnesia for being in Cameron's experiments; the illusion of growing up normal in a city filled with broken psychiatric patients; poetry and the arts as a gathering place for MKULTRA survivors; controlled schizophrenia at McGill, the aerospace industry uses children for experiments; artificial intelligence; creating cyborgs; MKULTRA is now entertainment and all-pervasive; comparing early mind control programs with today; the Allan Memorial and Dr. Cameron; Cameron's patron Allen Dulles and Roosevelt's death; the secret treaty with Hitler's SS that ended WW2; Operation Paperclip; the Nazi connection; rumours of Dr. Mengele in Montreal in 1967; possible photo of Mengele in Quebec City hospital in 1949; British and American eugenics inspired Nazi experiments with Rockefeller funding; the Tavistock Institute in London; the Tavistock-funded counter-culture; our Brave New World; chances for self-realization despite our MK'ed culture; believing we are 'special'; negative frequencies; rivers of guilt and shame; negative emotions; electronic bombardment; Ellen realization that she was being controlled by external frequencies; hearing voices; voice-to-skull technology going back to early 1960s; 'you're a bad mother' messages; creating schizophrenia while pretending to cure it; alters and multiples; John Marks exposed Cameron in 1977 otherwise he would have remained Canada's little secret; Wilder Penfield's experiments on children at the Montreal Neurological Institute; Carol Rutz describes Penfield's brain-mapping experiments on her and other children; "the fate of the Western World depends on your silence"; murdered children; Dr Cameron's secret behaviour lab that housed up to 25 children; how disposable children were programmed at the Allan Memorial; candies with LSD; unmarked graves in Montreal; 'A family that betrays its ancestors descends into madness.'

Ellen's story is at her blog

You can still follow Ellen Atkin on YouTube

or Bitchute

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Is it possible that Ann is so undercover and deeply wounded by her own programming that she is just blind to everything? Or is she offended that another player has knocked her off her block? Or is she angry that a message of hope is offered instead of her offerings of non remedial dead ends?"

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I'm starting to love this crazy interview, but Ellen's reaction raise some scary questions. Does she really believe anyone could be 'jealous' of the tortured child in the 'Strain All Urine' photo?? By what twisted logic is that possible, except in the mind of a woman who wants to be 'famous' by any means possible, e.g. by associating herself with a victim of an atrocity? The more I actually look at the two photos, the less resemblance. The eyes and cheekbones are quite different. ated

In a recent podcast Ellen stated she is 53: that means she was born in 1963, and CANNOT BE the child in the photo -- it's nonsensical to think otherwise. "This is not a game" -- as she states at her website. But it seems to be. What's behind it?

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@bashpr0mptJanuary 1, 2017 at 6:32 AM The girl in the photo isn't the 'victim' of some atrocity. She is a young girl who was diagnosed with kidney stones, and wearing a whiplash collar, in a public hospital circa 1960's, a decade too late--from the wider view of the shot available on google image search judging from the equipment it is a late 60's hospital--and definitely outside of the age range of the lunatic claiming to be her who thinks people are 'jealous' of the little girl in the photo for some bizarre mentally unhinged reason. People who think they were part of MK-ULTRA are generally mentally ill. I would be honestly surprised if in a lifetime of listening to their interviews we ever even hear the words of ONE real participant in those experiments tbh.

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Ann Diamond Mother of DarknessJanuary 10, 2017 at 9:14 AM

According to one source, this photo is dated '1962' - the MKULTRA program ran from 1953-64 but in fact never really ended. All records of experiments on children were destroyed by CIA director Stansfield Turner in 1973. Some estimate there were hundreds of thousands of child subjects, some of whom testified at the Clinton Commission investigation into human radiation experiments in the early 1990s. There are hundreds books, articles and testimonials written by MKULTRA victims - and literally thousands of pages of materials available on line, including the excellent series from a 1997 Ryerson University conference broadcast on radio CKLN which you can download.

I personally know a number of people who as children were in MKULTRA experiments at McGill University, and Leonard Cohen admitted to being a participant under the notorious Ewen Cameron - who was only one of many psychiatrists on the CIA and military payroll. Until recently, too few people were aware of this program, and survivors who talked about it were marginalized and misunderstood. That has changed mainly thanks to the internet and the Freedom of Information Act.

Thanks for your comment but you are seriously under-informed.

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Ann DiamondFebruary 4, 2019 at 7:22 PM Ellen Atkin is fundraising on Patreon where she has posted this video https://youtu.be/SjxVEX010Go

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Ann Diamond Mother of DarknessMarch 6, 2021 at 8:59 AM Moonshadow, aka "Heidi" -- being a survivor of government experimentation does not mean you are not an agent of same. You can have the spiritual energy of someone who has been through great horrors, and still be a monster. Or a saint. You ought to know that better than anyone.

Apparently someone hacked into this blog and deleted most of it. Do you know anything about that?

Luckily it's backed up and can be easily restored.

Why not concentrate on your own healing, instead of hiding behind a fake profile?

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Ann DiamondAugust 15, 2022 at 6:42 AM This interview is back up at Ellen Atkin's Bitchute site in case anyone wants to listen

https://www.bitchute.com/channel/mkultragirl/

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Anne McLeanOctober 25, 2025 at 6:19 PM Why is Ann Diamond Jealous of Ellen Atkin? https://share.google/d3GdY14xTgWNfZAOh

Believe me, no one is "jealous" of Ellen Atkin, but some people are scared of her.

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Why is Ann Diamond Jealous of Ellen Atkin?

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MKUltraGirl

3 years ago

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Ann Diamond has persistently attacked Ellen Atkin, accusing her of fabricating her identity as the “MK Ultra girl” in the Strain All Urine photograph to gain attention and followers. Despite this, Atkin’s claims are supported by verified medical records showing her parents were patients of Dr. Ewen Cameron at the Allan Memorial Institute, confirming her family’s involvement in the Montreal Experiments. Atkin is represented in two class action lawsuits and acts as her sister’s guardian litigant in the St. Thomas case.

Diamond, whose own claims of victimization lack documentation, continues to defame and harass Atkin online, often using inflammatory and libelous language. She has accused Atkin of being a “government shill,” of causing her sister’s death, and of exploiting others’ trauma—charges Atkin and others view as malicious and unfounded. Diamond’s ongoing behavior, including posting defamatory remarks and intruding on Atkin’s online presence despite repeated requests to stop, is viewed by Atkin as stalking and harassment.

Diamond has also sought to position herself as a leading authority on Leonard Cohen and MK Ultra, while attacking other survivors and publishing unverifiable “recovered memories.” Her continued hostility toward Atkin appears rooted in envy over Atkin’s verified victim status, legal recognition, and public visibility, in contrast to Diamond’s unsupported claims and exclusion from the Montreal Experiments class action.